Inevitable

I don't believe in coincidences. I don't believe in accidental happenings or chance. I don't put faith in fickle fate.

Conversely, I believe in neither predetermined paths nor destined roles.

I believe in the concept of inevitability.

I am who I am, clichéd but accurate. Dina is Dina. I lose sight of Dina every so often. I had lost sight of her for a long time, but I think I've found her again. And even when I do lose sight of who I am, Dina doesn't change.

Being who I am means that the choices I make are inevitable. Even if I could go back in time and fix bad decisions, I wouldn't. I regret them; I regret opportunities lost and the disappointments that abound. But I would not change them, because they brought to where I am now. It's not actually a good place. Yet. But Life is Learning and when you really mess up, you learn a hell of a lot.

Inevitability means that I will meet the people that I will meet. I will make choices, right or wrong. I will live and laugh and love and nothing and no one can ever change that.

Being is Being after all.